as we got busy with our own head

while the others smiling with their loved ones

as we were forced to pause

while the others progressing with their life

as I stopped at the intersection, looking for the answer even if none are desirable,

while the others freely choosing the pathways I once dreamed of

as my human side showing some signs of limitation

while the others are living normally as human being

as I am looking for meaning

while the others already possessed meaningful things